New Index Number has no more vacancy !

i hate this.

it's over

but i really don't want saturday classes

上苍选了你 全民女孩Selina的地狱90天

买这本书的原动力，是因为更想了解赛林娜那几个月受的痛，希望能够从她身上学到坚强，勇敢。

可是当我读了几页，我突然不想继续读下去了。心很痛。因为律师张承中（阿中）不会很情绪化的描述，只是会把事情的经过清楚的写下来，所以事实就很彻底地表现在我面前。

到现在，我已经读到了第36天。每次读完后就会觉得很沮丧，突然很悲伤，突然很慌，很不知所措。然后我就会想，我只是在读一本书就有这么多感触了，亲身经历过的人到底怎么能够保持乐观？

也发现那时候任爸在微博上传的，都只是报喜不报忧。任爸只是不要让关心塞林娜的人担心。阿中的书，才是塞林娜真真确确的经历。

从这本书，也让我再次的看到SHE之间的友谊和爱。喜碧差不多每天都去医院探望塞林娜，而艾啦起初还打算放弃出国留学，为了陪在塞林娜身边。她们两个也还会把工作的酬劳分给塞林娜，因为那时艾啦受伤也是这么做的。

太棒了。SHE是个传奇，塞林娜也是最勇敢的全民女孩。以后，她也会有属于她的另一片天空。

Triple Vanilla Mango Curd Cake Pops with a Vanilla-Infused Chocolate Ganache

d would love this! :D

this is sooooo cute

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i think the key to maintaining a relationship is not about how you are head over heels in love with the person, or how much time you spend with the person, or how much you sacrifice for that special one. because all these change over time. after a year or so, you hardly experience that 'madly-in-love' feeling anymore. and it's impossible to stick with your guy 24/7 because to the world we are still two separate entities. also, people change so much over time. a little event can cause a big change in a person's character, although it may be a gradual change.

therefore, i think the key is how well we accept our partner's change, and ALSO, how well we can adapt to our own change. many break-up reasons are like "he's changed", but we never realise that we ourselves change too, but because we don't see or feel our change, from our point of view, that person has changed. but in reality, because we've changed, so how we view the person changes.

randomly thought of this while coming home from piano class. i like taking the train at 10 or 11am, because it's usually very unpopulated, and it's quiet, so i can use that time to have some conversations with myself, because it's hard to find a time when my brain's not occupied by something else. haha.

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anyway i forgot to post what i can look forward to next week!

• d's off on monday!
• STARWARS on wednesday
• bak kut teh with T9 peeps that are not on GSS
• pulau ubin trip with suboo, unglammer, sister, lekzai :D

starwars is something that i look forward too, but yet i'm nervous bcos i may end up losing the battle D: hopefully the peeps in hk will have good news for us on monday!

and i hope the bak kut teh dinner is still on. i realise i miss my T9 classmates. it does feel a bit weird not seeing them regularly.

goodbye! i have the sudden drive to tidy my house. this is very rare. i hope this drive can sustain until i tidy my living room. just at least the living room. (:

weekly 9 things

1. met up with d for 3 days consecutively :D
2. cake baking @ davis hse was a success! and we were efficient ppl (:
3. came back from penang trip with lots of purchases! ate and rested much too.
4. finally recovering from my irritating cough that tortured me for a week
5. met up with moo-ey! :D
6. had the sudden drive to pack my wardrobe and it's looking good now
7. piano has been smooth, tcher say can sign up for exam this yr!
8. i still have a month of holidays :D :D :D :D
9. i get to see my nutella cheesecake tmr and eat blackforest cheesecake!

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dinner with lyn on tues was awesome :D we went to MOF, which i had been wanting to eat for long. and i miss the outlet at lot 1. got to eat my favourite seaweed tomato pasta, and my favourite mango kakigori! (:

and even though we don't meet up often, we always don't run out of things to say whenever we meetup. and when it's time to part, i always feel that we have so much to talk about we could talk the whole night (: that's what a real friendship is all about. although we don't meet up as regularly as we meet our bfs (haha), but we take the effort to stay in each others' lives. :D love you moo! and when lendl is being kidnapped by SAF i can be ur substitute boyfriend heh :D

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i'm really glad i persevered so long with my piano practical. i had always wanted to take my diploma, but once i started on it i felt it was so tough and i started doubting whether i could really do it cos it was really a big jump from grade 8. finally all my effort has paid off and ms chng says i shouldn't wait any longer; just sign up for the end of yr exam, cos i should be ready. :D all my songs are in place right now, just need to polish them up and gain confidence.

anyone knows where i can air my pieces in public? like playing for a group of ppl for some event or anything.

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also, d has been such a wonderful boyfriend. 4 yrs 10 mths ago, till now. :D and we will stay strong. (: