hehe.

passed a big hurdle today.

i am now a licensed driver! my provisional driving license has expired, and in place of it i have a license that allows me to drive without an instructor beside me WAHAHAHA.

okay. but i'm most likely not going to drive a car in the near future. but it's okay. i got license can alr! i will miss the bbdc cars!

现在在看 "我猜", 可是好像怎么努力都笑不出来. 每次摄影机拍到 Selina, 就会不自觉的难过和担心.

连她的小短剧我也笑不出来.

希望她现在平安, 也祈祷她快快康复. 为了保护她而不幸受伤的俞灏明, 你很勇敢. (:

yays.

i've completed lots of things in the past 24 hours!

• done up the LinkedIn profile critique. now just waiting for comments before i compile and submit.
• finished commenting on group members' individual scannable resume guideline email. now waiting for 2 more members to finish commenting on mine before i compile and submit.
• helped with the citation for accounting project and did a niceyyy bibliography. (i love doing biblios!)
• finished our part of the accounting project (whoohoo this is a major achievement)
• did the appendix for our part of the accounting project

heh i thought i did a lot. actually still okay only. i still have lots uncompleted, like...

• biz law written assignment (ohhhhh when will i ever finish it) COMPLETED!!!!
• studying for FM quiz
• accounting tutorial + online qn
• FM tutorial
• BIZ LAW TUTORIAL (and i'm supposed to present next week. gg.)

actually not bad lah. completed 5, uncompleted 5. so i guess i'm balanced. AHAHA.

okay! gonna rest for 15 mins before i continue (and hopefully finish) my biz law WA.

i realised i can work late into the night when i know i have nothing on tmr.

like tonight! :D

okay i will complete my biz law assignment tonight and forget about Captain Dudley and Richard Parker for the rest of my life. ohh but when i was researching, something about Parker gave me the creeps.

CLICK HERE!

read this! there are no scary pictures, just words, so don't worry. (:

and anyway, i sort of formulated my own theory as to why suicide is unacceptable. if we follow the utilitarian principle, it states that an action is moral if the sum of the happiness derived exceeds the pain suffered. so let's say anonymous wants to commit suicide. the happiness derived from committing suicide will be that anonymous never feels any pain, nor anguish, nor stress, nor frustrated because anonymous cannot complete biz law assignment. and the pain suffered by anonymous will be close to zero, because it's only at the split second that anonymous commits suicide (let's assume that anonymous put a knife through his throat) that he suffers pain. so in this case, anonymous should commit suicide right?

no! because i choose to follow the categorical imperative. and this moral philosophy states that any action has its intrinsic moral value, and it is not concerned with the consequences of any action. so let's say anonymous attempts to kill himself, according to the categorical imperative, it is not morally right for anonymous to do that, because the act of killing is intrinsically wrong.

so my conclusion is: anonymous shouldn't commit suicide.

yay. i am morally upright.

taken from jianing's tumblr. so meaningful, and it really states so plainly what a girl really wants.

“ I want a boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid. who won’t baby me with his words. a boy who will still give time to his friends. a boy who will tell me ‘no’. he will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favourites also. a boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be. a boy who will know he’s important to me, but won’t mind when I change my plans to help someone out. a boy who won’t mind my country urges, but will laugh at me when I pretend to be a cowboy. I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at, he doesn’t have to be gorgeous, I just want someone who I can pay attention to. a boy who will randomly bring me food, because he knows I love to eat. a boy who can make jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with. someone who won’t mind when I even embarrass myself. a boy who will buy me something, something I would actually want, none of that jewellery crap. someone who doesn’t do everything I ask, but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there. someone who I don’t feel threatened by. a boy who has other friends that are girls, but I can trust him with them. a boy who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits. a boy who I can just sit with. I don’t need the whole fairytale deal; I just want to feel comfortable."

suddenly thought of my pw days.

and i went to look at my gpp, wr and op. LOL. had the most memories of wr and op, and i had vivid images of us discussing the project, either face-to-face, or over msn. those are precious memories to me. and although some parts are quite funny, but i could feel that we really put in our best efforts.

i still rmb we spent time searching for a good tofu picture. lol! and spent so much time editing the stupid samsui women video which turned out to have an abrupt transition in between scenes and a sudden ending that had no conclusion. LOL. and that when we searched for pictures of maldives, beautiful beaches appeared and we had a hard time looking for poor living conditions. ahahaha.

and our rehearsals for op. haha. and trek! my most trusted thumbdrive! :D

i miss NJC 132.

d, i think you still rmb your op script right? ;)

其实一段恋爱和歌唱比赛差不多.

刚录取的时候, 会很兴奋, 也会很期待接下来在台上表演的机会.

但久而久之, 别人对你的期望越大, 你就越难负荷, 也会觉得唱歌突然间好像变成一种负担.

不管怎样, 过程还是最重要的.

享受恋爱的过程, 也要一直提醒自己当初为什么会选择那个特别的他.

recess week is finally here!

haha although we have one more tutorial to go on friday, but actually i don't think anyone's really stressed about that since we have a class outing after! :D

whoo my long-awaited kbox! haha. although i don't think i'll sing much. i still miss my kbox partner, chiuuuuu.

second choice would be d. but d is not feeling well. pls get well soon! and pls get a break on a weekday! :X

chiu come back and sing kbox with me soon. LET'S SING KOKORO. (that's the song name right?)

urghhhh. omniture is being very irritating. whatever i want they ask me to d/l. then i must fill in my particulars to request to d/l the stuff. REQUEST only leh. cannot straightaway d/l. and i must be a working professional cos they have required fields like 'Company', 'Job Title', 'Industry', 'Relationship to Omniture'.

i'll try and get info elsewhere.

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anyway!

today i went to school for a product evaluation test. erm it's actually a voluntary thing lah. i signed up to go for it, bcos there was an incentive of $5 and some free g

ifts. :D hee. so i went, and they told us to test some new brand of chocolates and a new brand of toothbrushes. it's very cool! first time being in such an experiment. basically they just want to collect customers' preferences etc. and we actually had to brush our teeth (in the toilets of cos) and analyse the product while we were brushing. HAHAHA. and i think it was so appropriate cos they asked us to eat the chocolates first before brushing our teeth. hohoho.

and my free gift was a pencil (pink with dinosaurs on it) and a smiley face small notebook! (:

okay so after i got my $5, i was on my way to the shuttle bus stop where i saw this fundraising project for the pakistan flood victims. it's a tie-up with the Red Cross Found

ation i think. so what i did was i put the $5 in the donation box. LOL. i did charity work by eating chocolates and brushing my teeth! :D

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oh yaaaaa. and i walked to school from home ytd. horrible experience. i've been repeating it to almost everyone i saw ytd. ok let me let it out here once and for all and i shall shut up abt this forever.

yesterday, i left hse at usual, at 7.50am. so by default i reached the bus-stop at 7.55am and i would usually take the 8am bus. but ytd, for dunno w

hat reason, the queue was freaking long. like this.

can see? i think it's a bit too small but you get the drift. the red line is the queue. and i couldn't see any shuttle bus in sight so i thought it was pointless for me to queue, since i'd probably wait for abt 5 buses and then reach school very late. so i went over to the 179 bus-stop. BUT! bcos in the morning so many ppl go to school, the 179 bus was damn packed. it didn't even stop at the bus-stop despite me flagging it. and 3 179s just went past me in a span of 5 mins. by then it was 8.05am alr. (and i only saw 1 shuttle bus so far.) so.. i made the decision to walk.

okay lah. actually the walk was quite pleasant. but i was so nervous abt being late for class. ): but i realised it doesn't take a lot of time. i started walking at 8.05, i reached the entrance of ntu at 8.18am. fast huh? so i had 12 mins (to be exact) to walk to my school. and cos zhiyu walks to nbs from her hall, so i walked to hall 4 and that took me only 4 mins. so i thought, "hurray! i'll be on time!" ... and then i realised i dunno how to walk to nbs from hall 4! i only walked with zhiyu once and i have totally forgotten the route. and so i panicked and i dunno where i was walking. anyway i still dunno where i walked, but i think i took a long route.

but main point is.. i was only late for 5 mins! which means i took about 13 mins to walk from hall 4 to nbs. ):

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okay. enough abt walking to school. I WILL NEVER WALK AGAIN.

if i focus, i can get things done very fast.

but what happens is that i don't focus.

eating tom yam seafood cup noodles now! :D reminds me of the times before/after band prac where we will meet at the 7-11 opposite bp to eat and drink slurpee! hahaha. and where we celebrated fifi's birthday. :D

seriously miss those times. dunno how many hundred times i've said this but that was truly the happiest period of my life. those feelings shared, the hardwork put in. all of those were real, and were done for a common goal.

i miss my flutists.