somehow i don't feel bad. haha if it was two years ago, i'd definitely have felt bad.

but now, it just seems reasonable to me to take short breaks. (:

shan't disclose what i'm supposed to feel bad about, in case anyone of higher authority passes by my blog. :x

i wish i had a mind that could think straight and a heart that won't interfere so much with my brain.

A levels rock.

somehow it's like no matter how much you study it still doesn't go in.

):

期待永远不会发生的事情，那才累吧。 ~童嘉蒂

ahh. i feel that i'm unable to complete my revision. ): A levels quickly come and go.. and give me good results! ): ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND SINGAPORE! :D whee whee whee :D

anyway.. my birthday this year was great and it's going to be greater bcos tmr my NJ friends are coming over whoo! (:

haha today was quite funny actually, but very touching. (:

this morning's theory class was the slackest of all. i guess we were too excited to eat cake and chicken wings so we didn't really concentrate but hey, we still managed to understand what we were supposed to understand lor. haha. so after that ms chng and lye ee came to my hse and we started eating sandwiches, chicken wings (yumyum!) and delicious fishballs brought by ms chng! :D and we also watched the 100% entertainment of boys over flowers. (: and then an hour later shuqin came, which means my first cake also came lol! ahahaha but we say we cannot eat cake unless shuqin plays her exam pieces for us first. so she reluctantly played. lol but it was good exposure for her lah. (: and then it was eat cake time!! :D it was quite troublesome cos my wonderful aircon was blowing directly at the table and somehow the 'swing' function chose not to work so whenever we lighted the candles the aircon blew them out. then lye ee was saying that we can just photoshop the fire on! lol! hahaha but in the end we just switched off the aircon for a while for me to blow the candles out. phew. ahaha so we ate the cake and discussed a lot of stuff.

THEN... at about 2plus, i heard a loud banging on my door, like someone was desperately trying to break my door down. ms chng also heard it too and she said, 'eh.. is someone at your door?' so i got up to open the door and once i opened, i saw 3 very familiar faces :D and i heard very conflicting sounds. first i heard a very off-tune 'happy birthday', then i heard sth like, 'omg the candles are out! quick! matches! light the fire!' and then i heard my own screams and laughter all at one go. OMG DAMN FUNNY. and i guess everyone in my hse didn't know what was going on cos all the drama was happening at my door. omg so diulian. luckily all my neighbours' doors were closed. heng ahhh..

haha i was very touched! FAITH KITLENG JODY YOU HEAR ME?? I AM REALLY VERY VERY TOUCHED. :D <3333 so we had a very nice and cosy gathering where we catched up on our lives. and i really treasure the time bcos we lead so different lives and it's hard to fork out time for each other so i'm really glad they made time for me on my bday so that i can have a memorable 18! really very very touched. (:

and then at night i also had a very different experience. (: hmm i think i don't want post here lah. very hard to describe too. lol.

OH. AND MY CAMERA GOT NO BATT. so cannot post the pics up here. ): i'll charge it tonight and hopefully tmr i'll come and post the pics bah. i have very nice pics of my cakes, my friends and my presents!! (:

once again, thanks to all who took the time off to celebrate with me and to all those who remembered my birthday and sent me sweet bday msgs! i appreciate everyone of you! (:

thank you d, huiyi jie, kitleng, carlyn, masu, jiewei, jody, jianing, huilin, huixian, airu, tina, kerong, huihui, aldred, jiemin, yanfen, eileen, joanne, b-mummy, yufen, susu, and auntie lisa! haha and i think i'm expecting one more tonight. (;

hello. (: saw something very spectacular in my house. and it has been there since last night. i suspect it's dead, but i can't figure out the cause of its death.

okay i know it doesn't look very big here but trust me it's really huge. and i have no idea how mummy is going to cook tonight if it stays there cos mummy is very scared of it too lol!

anyway, i should stop crapping.

hmm.. aiya. i shall post after my birthday.

thanks to all those who really make the effort to celebrate with me! :D

强烈的否定是肯定。

interesting. and how true it is..

don't know why, but i don't really feel like celebrating my birthday this year.

maybe it's bcos i've got tired of birthday celebrations, or maybe it just feels weird to have fun at this point in time when my exams are so near.

i've not prepared enough! :X

ahhhh but i should still have a simple meal with my friends who care. (: duck i'll contact you soon! :D