ee.. y my tagboard cnt see de? =(
hahs. well. nvm. ytd, to celebrate de fact dat de 4 of us can eat lunch tgt, dey came to my hse n watched vcds n ate cup noodles. yea, jus like de gd old days. we rented dis show called the red shoes. wahahhahaa. de first scene come out we all started luffin le. LOL. i shant say it here, in case ppl say we got social discrimination. wahahahhaa. de show was funny la. actually. it wasnt a horror movie to me at all. lol. even de part when sophia screamed oso not scary. cos she scream, den i jump [while holding my cup noodles] so guessed wad happened. A POOL OF CUP NOODLES ON THE FLR. BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. xy oso got spill, but not as much as me. so de 4 of us jus laughed n laughed. but de ending was stupid la. haiyo.. i dun like to watch dis type of no-ending show de. hahas. but anw, de 4 of us had a gd time ytd. =D
i wonder how our dance team did dis morning. but dey sure can do it de la. got 1 little earthworm dere squirming abt can le. hohoho.
dis sat : worship experience. i guess i`m gonna benefit a lot frm it.
let`s jus cool down and think abt our frenship. it needs time. but de barrier can be broken. if u and me work hard tgt. i hope for de day when i can call u spastic chicken again. =p take care..
Apr 25, 2007
Apr 24, 2007
a new life, a new blog.
i`m gonna start life afresh. since God gave me this opportunity once again. He gave me so many chances, but i din repent. but bcos He is a merciful God, He gave me one more chance. and bcos of this, i`m running back to Him, our Heavenly Father. <3
and with this, i found back my old frens. my true frens, hu nvr gave up on me. even when i was totally blinded by love n lust. thank you sophia, avril, xinying. =) they had de patience to tolerate me, and still cared and loved me even when i turned a hostile back on dem and only took them as substitutions. i sincerely apologise to u here. but i kno u dun wan me to say sorry. u dun wan my apology. all u wan is my care n concern. therefore, i shall not say anymore here. i shall use my feelings and my actions to retrieve dis frenship. bcos i kno it has owaes been dere n yea, it cant be broken. <3
i dunno abt you, but i really hope we can go bac to de past. well.. maybe not exactly like de past, but similar. even tho dis relationship has been lost, i still treasure de frenship we once had. n i seriously wish to continue dis frenship. but if u feel dat u`d be better off wiv me not as ur fren, den it`s fine wiv me. my only wish is for u to be happy n to hav frens dat`ll support u when u`re down. i kno it`ll take months, even yrs, or maybe nvr.. to regain dat frenship we had last yr. but nvm. 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有. thanks for all de memories u`ve given me. it`ll nvr be erased. =) take care.
p.s.: rmb 1 impt thg. STAY SPASTIC FOREVER!! =DD
i`m gonna start life afresh. since God gave me this opportunity once again. He gave me so many chances, but i din repent. but bcos He is a merciful God, He gave me one more chance. and bcos of this, i`m running back to Him, our Heavenly Father. <3
and with this, i found back my old frens. my true frens, hu nvr gave up on me. even when i was totally blinded by love n lust. thank you sophia, avril, xinying. =) they had de patience to tolerate me, and still cared and loved me even when i turned a hostile back on dem and only took them as substitutions. i sincerely apologise to u here. but i kno u dun wan me to say sorry. u dun wan my apology. all u wan is my care n concern. therefore, i shall not say anymore here. i shall use my feelings and my actions to retrieve dis frenship. bcos i kno it has owaes been dere n yea, it cant be broken. <3
i dunno abt you, but i really hope we can go bac to de past. well.. maybe not exactly like de past, but similar. even tho dis relationship has been lost, i still treasure de frenship we once had. n i seriously wish to continue dis frenship. but if u feel dat u`d be better off wiv me not as ur fren, den it`s fine wiv me. my only wish is for u to be happy n to hav frens dat`ll support u when u`re down. i kno it`ll take months, even yrs, or maybe nvr.. to regain dat frenship we had last yr. but nvm. 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有. thanks for all de memories u`ve given me. it`ll nvr be erased. =) take care.
p.s.: rmb 1 impt thg. STAY SPASTIC FOREVER!! =DD
Apr 22, 2007
Apr 21, 2007
i am here to ... POST!! -__-"
haiz.. exam coming. i`m goin sot again. i guess i go crazy when i`m stressed. ahahhahaa. which means.. i`m stressed everyday!! wahaha. quite true la. lols. recently. haha.
I WANNA GET 10 A1s!! [haha. aim higher ma. so even if i dun get 10 A1s maybe i can get 6. hee]
i dis wk got nth to post leh. last wk post a lot a lot le. hoho.
but dis wk really v happy la. i was sick. so din go band. so cld go hm wiv him. =] but ytd really feel sorry towards my frens la. i dunno leh. i jus had de inclination to stay in sku. maybe i really 重色轻友 ba. cant help it. hah. i`m blinded by love. lol. another tcher knos abt us oready. mr big eyes. wahhaa.. nice name huh? my nxt mission is to find out hu`s ms catherine lim. bahahahas.
sometimes i really miss de days when de whole gang of us crammed up my living rm n we screamed, laughed, and watched vcds tgt. hah. those were de gd old days. but well, now i`m oso very happy la. cos of him. <3 hehe. how nice it wld be if i cld hav both elements. haiz.. but it`s ok. as i`ve said, i`m leading a happy life. =)
exams coming le!! everybody jiayou ba! =D
haiz.. exam coming. i`m goin sot again. i guess i go crazy when i`m stressed. ahahhahaa. which means.. i`m stressed everyday!! wahaha. quite true la. lols. recently. haha.
I WANNA GET 10 A1s!! [haha. aim higher ma. so even if i dun get 10 A1s maybe i can get 6. hee]
i dis wk got nth to post leh. last wk post a lot a lot le. hoho.
but dis wk really v happy la. i was sick. so din go band. so cld go hm wiv him. =] but ytd really feel sorry towards my frens la. i dunno leh. i jus had de inclination to stay in sku. maybe i really 重色轻友 ba. cant help it. hah. i`m blinded by love. lol. another tcher knos abt us oready. mr big eyes. wahhaa.. nice name huh? my nxt mission is to find out hu`s ms catherine lim. bahahahas.
sometimes i really miss de days when de whole gang of us crammed up my living rm n we screamed, laughed, and watched vcds tgt. hah. those were de gd old days. but well, now i`m oso very happy la. cos of him. <3 hehe. how nice it wld be if i cld hav both elements. haiz.. but it`s ok. as i`ve said, i`m leading a happy life. =)
exams coming le!! everybody jiayou ba! =D
Apr 15, 2007
Apr 12, 2007
to you : i dunno whether u`re angry wiv me or not, but i guess to a certain extent, yes. well, i`m sorry. i kno it was wrong of me to go, esp. even after u said u din wan me to go n oso said dat u`ll be angry wiv me if i went. i can understand y u`re angry. if it was me, i tink i`d oso be too. i tink i went a little overboard too. i was so excited when i was granted permission to go n i actually expressed my happiness in front of u when i perfectly knew dat u were goin to be sad. looking back, i realised wad an idiot i was. yea, all i can say is "sorry". n i hope dat u won`t be too sad or too angry wiv de rest too. if u were me, u might have gone too rite? it`s bcos we badly wanted to go [u can understand dis feeling rite?], therefore we went. we din go jus to purposely skip de practice. i hope u understand. cheer up ok? luv ya!
and you : sorry too. for de same thg. and oso for not looking at u directly when u were speaking to me today. i kno. i kno you r getting angry for gd intentions. i kno it`s my fault. i din live up to my duty and my responsibility and yes, i shud be punished n scolded. but actually, i weighed de importance of each event. yes, i know. de performance is impt. but since i feel dat i can do it properly wivout screwing up and spoiling de performance, i`d rather use my time to go n support our sku team. bsides, it`s such a historical moment. it wld be a pity if i din go n then dey won. i`d be even more sad to kno dat i din witness dat ecstatic moment. i`m sure all of us wld wan to be dere to support. so since i`m given de chance, y cant i make full use of it? i know. i abandoned my section n jus left on my own accord. but sumtimes, to let dem be independent, shudn`t we let dem be on their own once in a while? if we keep stayin by their side and guiding dem, spoon-feeding dem, dey`ll nvr learn. n it`s bcos i hav confidence in dem dat dey`ll do their best, dat`s y i can let down all my worries and leave dem alone. if not, i`d surely not go de. and bsides, i kno jf is v responsible. i oready told her dat she`s gonna be de nxt sl, and i kno dat even if she doesn`t want to, she`d still take up de responsibility and take care of de section well. i trust dem. dat`s y i`m not worried abt dem at all. well, anw, i kno no matter how much i say, dis decision of mine is still v selfish. yes, i admit. i was selfish. i only thot abt myself. i din care abt wad others wld tink. yes, i knew de consequences. i knew u and u wld be angry. but at de pt where i made my decision, i din care abt anythg else. if i din go, i`ll really regret. and yup, i dun regret going.
no offence to any one of u. SORRY!! luv ya and God Bless. =) still frens ok?
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wahaha. i got a lot to say. hmms.. where shud i start? ok. i kno le. haha.
I LOST MY NOTEBOOK! TGT WIV MY PEN! T_T de notebk n pen dat ms ng gave. today durin chem lesson i was drawing in it. den after chem i go phy prac. den when i came bac de notebk was gone. i thot avril took it. but she din. i thot ts took it, but he din. argh. it`s seriously lost now. =( sorry ms ng..
today`s match was really worth watching. very exciting too. everyone thot st. hilda`s wld win 3-0. but our vball members proved us wrong. dey fought to de end. esp. de 4th rnd. 27-25. wow. dat exhilarating moment when de ball was spiked by bp onto st. hilda`s court i`ll nvr forget. all bp students stood up in dat instant, and it was really a moment of happiness and excite. hah. i nvr felt so much happiness b4. cos every bpian dere was feeling de same way too, and it was really a great feeling. =) otho dey din make it in de end, i still feel dat dey are de best. dey did de sku proud, and of cos, dey did themselves proud too. dere`s no nid to feel sad. bcos they have oready done de impossible and i`m sure our vball team is de ultimate champion in every bpian`s heart. =) but well, i learnt sumthg. de vball members really hav gd team spirit n gd sportsmanship. keep it up! n i oso learnt dat de vball members of st. hilda`s dun hav a gd attitute. haiz. go ask eileen. she got A LOT of comments. haha.. was rambling all de way bac. hoho.
sumtimes i feel u all r still bu shuang when i`m spending time wiv him. n i feel we`re getting further n further away frm each other. am i jus paranoid? or is it true? de thg is, i hav de inclination to spend time wiv him. ok. it`s not dat i treat u all as inferior to him. and it`s not dat i love him more den i love u all. it`s just dat i owaes see him alone and i want to accompany him. at least u three still hav each other`s company and it won`t be dat bad if i wasnt dere. so.. hope u all understand lor. but nxt time if u all feel once again dat i`m neglecting u all, say it straight infront of me ok? dun keep it to urself and use other methods to tell me ok? a face to face confrontation wld knock more sense into me. hah.
long post. hmm. a lot to say. a lot of thoughts. all crammed into one post. haha.
stop here ba. i might have left out sum thgs. maybe tmr if i have to add sum stuff den i`ll add ba. lol.
and you : sorry too. for de same thg. and oso for not looking at u directly when u were speaking to me today. i kno. i kno you r getting angry for gd intentions. i kno it`s my fault. i din live up to my duty and my responsibility and yes, i shud be punished n scolded. but actually, i weighed de importance of each event. yes, i know. de performance is impt. but since i feel dat i can do it properly wivout screwing up and spoiling de performance, i`d rather use my time to go n support our sku team. bsides, it`s such a historical moment. it wld be a pity if i din go n then dey won. i`d be even more sad to kno dat i din witness dat ecstatic moment. i`m sure all of us wld wan to be dere to support. so since i`m given de chance, y cant i make full use of it? i know. i abandoned my section n jus left on my own accord. but sumtimes, to let dem be independent, shudn`t we let dem be on their own once in a while? if we keep stayin by their side and guiding dem, spoon-feeding dem, dey`ll nvr learn. n it`s bcos i hav confidence in dem dat dey`ll do their best, dat`s y i can let down all my worries and leave dem alone. if not, i`d surely not go de. and bsides, i kno jf is v responsible. i oready told her dat she`s gonna be de nxt sl, and i kno dat even if she doesn`t want to, she`d still take up de responsibility and take care of de section well. i trust dem. dat`s y i`m not worried abt dem at all. well, anw, i kno no matter how much i say, dis decision of mine is still v selfish. yes, i admit. i was selfish. i only thot abt myself. i din care abt wad others wld tink. yes, i knew de consequences. i knew u and u wld be angry. but at de pt where i made my decision, i din care abt anythg else. if i din go, i`ll really regret. and yup, i dun regret going.
no offence to any one of u. SORRY!! luv ya and God Bless. =) still frens ok?
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wahaha. i got a lot to say. hmms.. where shud i start? ok. i kno le. haha.
I LOST MY NOTEBOOK! TGT WIV MY PEN! T_T de notebk n pen dat ms ng gave. today durin chem lesson i was drawing in it. den after chem i go phy prac. den when i came bac de notebk was gone. i thot avril took it. but she din. i thot ts took it, but he din. argh. it`s seriously lost now. =( sorry ms ng..
today`s match was really worth watching. very exciting too. everyone thot st. hilda`s wld win 3-0. but our vball members proved us wrong. dey fought to de end. esp. de 4th rnd. 27-25. wow. dat exhilarating moment when de ball was spiked by bp onto st. hilda`s court i`ll nvr forget. all bp students stood up in dat instant, and it was really a moment of happiness and excite. hah. i nvr felt so much happiness b4. cos every bpian dere was feeling de same way too, and it was really a great feeling. =) otho dey din make it in de end, i still feel dat dey are de best. dey did de sku proud, and of cos, dey did themselves proud too. dere`s no nid to feel sad. bcos they have oready done de impossible and i`m sure our vball team is de ultimate champion in every bpian`s heart. =) but well, i learnt sumthg. de vball members really hav gd team spirit n gd sportsmanship. keep it up! n i oso learnt dat de vball members of st. hilda`s dun hav a gd attitute. haiz. go ask eileen. she got A LOT of comments. haha.. was rambling all de way bac. hoho.
sumtimes i feel u all r still bu shuang when i`m spending time wiv him. n i feel we`re getting further n further away frm each other. am i jus paranoid? or is it true? de thg is, i hav de inclination to spend time wiv him. ok. it`s not dat i treat u all as inferior to him. and it`s not dat i love him more den i love u all. it`s just dat i owaes see him alone and i want to accompany him. at least u three still hav each other`s company and it won`t be dat bad if i wasnt dere. so.. hope u all understand lor. but nxt time if u all feel once again dat i`m neglecting u all, say it straight infront of me ok? dun keep it to urself and use other methods to tell me ok? a face to face confrontation wld knock more sense into me. hah.
long post. hmm. a lot to say. a lot of thoughts. all crammed into one post. haha.
stop here ba. i might have left out sum thgs. maybe tmr if i have to add sum stuff den i`ll add ba. lol.
Apr 5, 2007
heeeeeeeeeeeeeelo. no one come tag my blog. =( readership decrease le. boohoo.. lols.
haiz.. last fri sick until now. =x i dun wanna be sick. I WANNA SING!! lols.
he got angry wiv me. jus becos i went for **** when he din wan me to go. told him i was ok le ma. told him it`s my responsibility n my duty. told him i had to go cos performance coming soon. but he dun wan listen. say it`ll be hurting my health n he`ll be v worried. hah. he`s right. i went, den i came bac wiv a worsened cough. bleah. if i knew earlier i`d hav listened to him. den if ytd i dun go, den i`m better, den maybe today i can go. lols. cos today keyi n sop go ma.. n it`s rare dat dey go [lol] so i shud accompany dem. but nvm la. today dun go oso gd. den i can take my phy test n dun hav to gain so much vitamin D. den sun hot like dunno wad today. i see dem march i oso feel pity for dem. n xin tong for my section ppl. haiz. but anw, THANK YOU *******! haha. u shud kno wad it means la. i dun dare say cos later ppl might tag n say i too rou ma. lols.
tmr goin vivo wiv sis varina, fifi, faith!! haha.. dunno abt eileen, grace n delia. hope dey can come. den we`ll hav a FULL buzz grp n it`ll be de 1st time all of us r goin out tgt!! last time din manage to go for de section outing cos of hmwk. lol. so tmr must go le. ahaha. den at night got TIMELESS. whee~ our church musical. shud be quite a nice story. =) whoo~ looking forward to tmr. =D
*not looking forward to sat. wth.
mid yr coming le. everybody jiayou jiayou jiayou. esp all sec 4s!! =D
haiz.. last fri sick until now. =x i dun wanna be sick. I WANNA SING!! lols.
he got angry wiv me. jus becos i went for **** when he din wan me to go. told him i was ok le ma. told him it`s my responsibility n my duty. told him i had to go cos performance coming soon. but he dun wan listen. say it`ll be hurting my health n he`ll be v worried. hah. he`s right. i went, den i came bac wiv a worsened cough. bleah. if i knew earlier i`d hav listened to him. den if ytd i dun go, den i`m better, den maybe today i can go. lols. cos today keyi n sop go ma.. n it`s rare dat dey go [lol] so i shud accompany dem. but nvm la. today dun go oso gd. den i can take my phy test n dun hav to gain so much vitamin D. den sun hot like dunno wad today. i see dem march i oso feel pity for dem. n xin tong for my section ppl. haiz. but anw, THANK YOU *******! haha. u shud kno wad it means la. i dun dare say cos later ppl might tag n say i too rou ma. lols.
tmr goin vivo wiv sis varina, fifi, faith!! haha.. dunno abt eileen, grace n delia. hope dey can come. den we`ll hav a FULL buzz grp n it`ll be de 1st time all of us r goin out tgt!! last time din manage to go for de section outing cos of hmwk. lol. so tmr must go le. ahaha. den at night got TIMELESS. whee~ our church musical. shud be quite a nice story. =) whoo~ looking forward to tmr. =D
*not looking forward to sat. wth.
mid yr coming le. everybody jiayou jiayou jiayou. esp all sec 4s!! =D
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